���What did it mean to be the Tank Man���s son? To grow up overwhelmed by my father���s presence and personality? It was as if I didn���t exist, as if I was just something else for my father to crush.��� So begins the haunting memoir of Mark Bouman as he recounts the events of his childhood at the hands of his larger-than-life, Neo-Nazi father in brilliant, startling detail. From adventure-filled days complete with real-life war games, artillery fire, and tank races to terror-filled nights marked by vicious tirades, brutal beatings, and psychological torture, Mark paints a chilling portrait of family life that is at once whimsical and horrific���all building to a shocking climax that challenges even the broadest boundaries of love and forgiveness.